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air mata aku tumpah lagi kat skola on tuesday 271009. on that day adalah hari perpisahan cikgu norhayati. then, akhir2 tu dyeorg pasang lagu salam terakhir by sudirman. aku da terkedu. bknnye sedey pasal cikgu nk pindah, tp sumpah aku terus t'ingat ayah. sedey gile2. nisak n farah yg duk pujuk aku.

abes jek majlis tu, adalah beberapa hamba allah ni gelakkan aku. TERIMA KASIH BANYAK2 LAH.paham haa korang ape yang aku rase.TERIMA KASIH SEKALI LAGI.

it's been long

it's been long since my last post.don't know why i felt really lazy to update.i hate if this happen!i don't know what to write.

i'm now in kelantan.so much memories here.i don't have the what you called happy singing jumping like monkey feeling when you went back to hometown.no!i don't have that feeling anymore.this is the first Ramadhan without HIM.lain sgt rase dye.lain...selalunya kalau sahur DIA la yg bising2 suruh makn.suruh bace niat.kalau waktu buke pula, DIA selalu mkn cendol.DIA suke sgt cendol.ad jugak mase2 tu DIA masak nasi goreng.nasi goreng DIA paling sedap.and i will never ever taste the nasi goreng anymore.HE'S gone.i thought this year dpt lg smbut puasa n raye dgn DIA.igt nk ambik gamba saru family.tp skrg DIA dh tk de.selama-lamanya.

deep down inside i'm crying.selalu terigt kat DIA.the other day abg DIA dtg ke umah.lyn terkejut sgt2.muke abg DIA sgt2 mcm muke DIA.lyn nangis ble terigt DIA.lyn nk peluk DIA, cium DIA tp sume tu dh terlambat.i don't know if i've done any good to HIM.DIA adalah AYAH......

Things'll never be the same without you...

What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh AYAH God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me

It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry

Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay AYAH
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself

I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
AYAH Im missing you
AYAH Im missing you
I love you

oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me

-lyrics from 1st lady-

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ALL.
CHERISH YOUR FATHER BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

cik gelas #7

beratnye nkbuat post bru.mcm sumthing yg besar da ilang dlm hidup aku.ats kesempatan ini ucapan terima kasih dr aku dn family utk mereka2 yg mengupdate kn psl AYAH.tk kire la through myspace ke blog ke ape2 la.thanks byk2.terima kasih jugak pada mereka yg cntct aku.tuhan jek bole balas kebaikan korang.n kalau ade msg2 yg tk terbalas, sory sgt2.aku mcm org gle sekajap on that day.

sgt awkward membahasakn diri aku.but now, perkataan aku yg mgkn menggambarkn perasaan aku skrg ni.smpai KL td kul 0900.skrg kat umah cme ad 4 org.cik nab,ilya and abg wan.rse laen gle2.tk taw npe arini sedih gle.i keep on crying and crying over again.mgkn jgk sbb UMMI tkde kat KL.UMMI still kat KELANTAN.

i don't know what more to update.starting from this day, this blog maybe look dull and unalive just like the owner's life now.

cik gelas #6

arini last day di KL.i'm going back to kelantan today.ngee.tp sedih sbb tak dpt jmpe SINI dn KOTAK SUARA.heeeee.sya jgn terkejut.lega gile lpas exam abes.tp yg seksanya nk tggu result.adoi.mcm byk jek failed kali ni.=(
cik telinga sedia la utk mendapat serangan dr cik mulut.yg mane cik mulut tu kepunyaan puan khadijah dn cik telinga kepunyaan sy.haih....

rabu 27 mei 2009
cik erin dtg ke rumah sy.dy bwk hadiah utk sy.huhuhu.igt tak post erin yg ni?since dr hari tu sy dok mntk2 mknan tersebut dgn erin.jd on that day dye bwk.huhuhu.erin sgt sedap taw.thank you so much.then kami lepak2.wat esidotmy yg menyakitkan hai tu.hahaha.ptg mkn pau.smbil2 tgk tv.kami menyanyi2 bergosip2.hahaha.then kak emy amek erin.

khamis 28 mei 2009
sy sarah nisak dn nabil suda plan maw ke jj.utk melepak.ye tuan2.kami byk menghabiskn masa kami dgn melepak.tp suke hati kami la.KESAH.hahaha.blik skola sy nisak dn sarah ke jj menaiki dani.eyh,bkn naek atas dye.dye bwk kete.hahaha.smpai2 sje kami ber3 pegi kat bhgn bju2 tu.smbil2 tggu si nabil.tggu2 smpai la dye.kami teus pegi melantak di a&w.sy dn sarah mkn chicken burger.nabil beef burger.nisak chicken roll ape ntah yg LARGE.hahaha.jgn marah syg.ngee.mkn2.snap2 gamba.gelak2.tarik2 meja.sume da berat bontot nk jln.hahaha.then jln2.tbe2 ade drama plak.nisak pnye purse ilang.sy ngan nisak bergegas ke tempat kejadian.haha.takde la.sy pegi check kat toilet.nisak check kat a&w.pastu jmpe la kat a&w.cuak kot mke nisak.heee.tu la laen kali jgn careless.pastu bli brg sket then blik.tgh tggu dani kami snap2 la gamba kat taman dye.tbe2 ade bunyi psst psst psst.ble pndg jek ade ckg suzana ngan ckg ainun.haha.klaka gle.ckg pown join amek gamba.then kami pown blik.

jumaat 29 mei 2009
sy tak ke skola.huhuhu.aroun 1245 if i'm not mistaken.nisak cll.ckp sarah otw dtg umah.punye la terkejut.tp takpe la.tggu punya tggu smpai la cik sarah.then msuk umah.dye bg taw pung pang pung pang bru la sy paham.dye maw shopping ke jj.sy pown maw shopping.then siap2 kami ke jj bersama adik sy.nisak da tggu kat sane.abes shopping nk trun bwh jmpe ckg rohana ngn ckg ainun plak.da abes sesi bersalam salaman trun ke a&w.jmpe wawan ngan safwan.kami mnum sje.gelak2.then kami ke jj wangsa maju plak.dani anta.gle penuh kot jj.tp biasa la sbb ad jcard membership pebende ntah.hahaha.aircond dye da tak rse lgsg.kat sane jln2.sy bli beg.sarah bli bju.adik sy pown bli bju.nisak bersama kakak dye.kakak dye pown ke jj.da penat kami pown blik.

sabtu 30 mei 2009
yup.today.kelantan.kereta api.pndai2 la elaborate sendiri.hahaha.ayah tggu taw.kami nk blik da ni.guys, ayah's condition is getting worse.org pown dye da tak bpe knal.ckp pown da kurang.mkn pown da kurang.nmpk mcm2 bnde la tp bnde tu org laen tk nmpk pown.tp takpe.ayah tggu taw na ngan ilya blik.ok la.tu jek kot maw update.sian bloggie ni.nnt kne tggal.nnt kte update kat
kelantan eyh.tu pown kalau kte ke CC sepupu kte.last but not least HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS!

ayah
4th october 2008
1104 am

cik gelas #5

masih dlm mggu exam.
insyaAllah b4 blik kelantan sy update.
tak saba maw abes exam.
ngee.

*malu dgn 2 org rakan
*teruk sgt ke sy ni?
*sentap gle2
*tp maseh cover

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